Not a bad person just kind of naive in relation to the enviroment that shelters them from reality

This is a recording of an honest conversation, with a person that may be worse or may be better at dealing with the supposed mental illness that we have individually the thing is that I think the system enables people to do things that may harm them or endanger them by fault in relation to federal mandates, the staff also engage in some of these activity's I used to do drugs as a recreational form of enjoyment of freedom and in the beginning I believed that I had a right to, but after a near fatal dose of LSD-25 I had to stop because I did not make the drugs I took into my body I did not know the supplier first hand and I got to the point that I did not enjoy the experience of buying using or being forced to go farther into breaking the law in relation to taking them, I had to hang out with people I did not respect, people I feared and I had run ins with firearms and situations so filthy and negative that they left me with permanent stigmas and bias' against types of people because of it...
This is what washed up losers sound like at the end of their lives as young people and the next part is accountability for your actions in your young adult life and then acceptance of the mortal nature of your life and the beginning of being old in decade stages until your middle aged and either stable or in a state of arrested development and headed towards a repetitive pattern of immature behavior that is suicidal and also homicidal if others that are defenseless are dependent on you for a stable living situation...