Creativity

I feel like creating again the problem is that,
1.The gays Jews and Blacks have a really hard time with things like Violence, Nudity and negative views on religion or pagan or pre Christian Beliefs linked to Animals or anthropomorphism and sexuality, or anything that has become a part of Jack T Chick, Christian Science, Scientology and or also either Unitarianisms shit list.
2.Don't feel very good because of poor options for taking care of myself and also don't really like the physical environment I live in and one room to eat sleep and also create/ work...

3.Expression is one thing, competitive ritual expression where a person can be eliminated by a "Community" because they over produce or produce.